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Wednesday, July 30 ♥
♥ ♥ 9:06:00 PM

hello humans.
well went to je mac to study for SS just now.omg i haven been listening to class and actually wanted to drop this subject, but i think it's not a good idea right.maybe i should try my best.even if i fail, i won't feel so bad cos i knew i've try my best yea.hahas.studied for not long the went off le.sian sian sian....

i don't know what it will be like tomorrow.i haven even study the notes, all i read was the first page.sian half.hmm nothing much happen today so i think i'm going to stop here.i'm going to watch my tv and read part of the SS notes.hahas.


can you spot this person in white?it isn't my phone's problem.the person cover his face with a white cloth and it scare me.i didn't notice it at first.i glance through and then suddenly saw this white white thing and thought i was seeing things.ppphhhhwwww.so i look at it carefully then notice he was a human.damn it.and my friends laugh at me.aahhhhggg.
bye humans.
love~
muacks~

huishan(:


PEOPLE GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR PRELIMS AND ALL THE BEST.MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU!JIA YOU WOR.

Tuesday, July 29 ♥
♥ ♥ 9:53:00 PM

hello people(:

i've been busy lately.and i'm feeling or stress even though it was only the prelim.it was rare to see me really studying and having the motivation to study.hahas.

monday:
went home after school and went to je mac to study.not really studied but i finish my work there.hahas.after junliang went off.saw baobei and qiqi so asked then to joined us.so in the end talk talk talk.then later sotong went off.left me, shuwen baobei and qiqi.later came kenneth hahas.long time no see wor.hahas.talk about some sad sad stuff.after everybody's gone,me and shuwen chat and studied.hahas.went back at around 10pm.

today.afetr school went for math focus.today's focus was on amath.omg it driving crazy.sin cos tan cosec sec cot blah blah blah...wah like don't know what.straight after focus which was like 430 went to wcp mac to study.and today i really studied.asked shuwen to teach me amath and finished the amath hw.kind of understand le.but i'll practice more if i have the time to.practice make perfect.hahas.so went back at around 850pm.walk till kent ridge sec so that shuwen and junliang can take also take bus from there.omg after having two days of mac, i'm getting sick of it.eeeeewwwwww.can we stop studying at mac please.omg.

yea and now i'm like half sleep and half awake-living-dead.i think i'll better go to bed right.pardon me if you don't understand cos i don't really know what i'll type out(:

so bye folks.i'll miss you.oh wait i nearly forgotten.

good luck people for upcoming prelim and n level.jiayou,good luck and all the best.remember to study wor.

bye people!
i'll update when i'm free.
loves~
muacks~

huishan[:


this is what baobei drew.thx baobei ily.hahas

Sunday, July 27 ♥
♥ ♥ 2:19:00 PM

yesterday was a long day.meet dear sotong at 10 but then she wasn't ready till around 11.i should have slept more if i knew she wasn't so fast.hahas.so leave house at 10 plus and went to meet her at her house.till 11 leave her house for wcp to STUDY.you didn't see wrongly is S-T-U-D-Y.but then we knew it isn't gonna last long.reach there at around 11 plus then went off at 1.got no where to go and was super siannnnnn.went je then sotong wanted to go jp to find her earpiece, acompannied her there then walk around jp do nothing.super siannnnn.later went to meet him cos sotong wanted to see him.hahas super funny saw two guy dancing para para.omg their movement were like so gay?.sotong and i were like laughing.cmi man.hahhas.later went to meet baobei.went back at 12.siannn.

thats all folks.
loves(:
huishan♥

i just don't know what to say.it can't be explained.

Friday, July 25 ♥
♥ ♥ 9:58:00 PM

hello people(:
today is a 'fun' day.after school wanted to go to je to eat.then change decision-went to holland village to have sushi tei.had chicken katsu and some other stuffs.love the squid ink pasta, all of our mouth turn black cos of the squid ink.hahas.me cailing evelyn shanling bryan went to sushi tei.then later went to shanling house-a princess room indeed.hahas.after that went to i forgot where le.yup then when we reach there people wanted to go le so ended up staying down there for like 45 mins? then went home thru train.after that went to je enter.saw friends there and ended up talking in the middle of enter.ahash.after that saw hillary and people so went mac to eat.and say about jokes and things.and their lughter was so the OMG.damn loud and shape can.ahas.the whole mac was looking at us.hahs.after that went to the middle of enter and chat.then later went home lo.

quite fun la.at least got things to do.hahas.and it friday today.play time.hahas.

thats all folks.hahas.
loves~
muacks~

huishan(:

♥ ♥ 7:25:00 PM

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squid ink pasta!!yummy!


Wednesday, July 23 ♥
♥ ♥ 5:22:00 PM

hello people.

hmm heard that we won the cheer!and solastri was like super happy.hmm all of us seems to have no feelings about it at all.ahhahs.but congratz people.*claps~*

alright having focuses for past few days.monday was the racial harmony performance but i didn't enjoy it.my farking gastric reacted.it was like omg!!then after that went to change and go for cheer on stage.it was another omg experience.the whole school was looking at us and the farking mic was not on.there was suppose to be 3 mic but only 1 was on.and it was like 1 min plus on stage and everything was over.super fast and scary can.then didn't have time to take picture cos we need to get change fast and go for cheer as soon as we are changed.sad sad.hahas.

hmm afetr that we got skipping and other games in the hall.it reminds me of my past.when i as in primary school skipping and things.did double dutch-if i'm not wrong and double under.omg i lost my skill le!! cannot even do 3 double under.maybe because of the 'rope'.its make up of rubberbands.then played skipping with friends.super fun.haahs.despite of my gastric pain i still went to play skipping!ahhas.after that gastric got better.phww...
hmm after that went home and sleep!hahas.

yesterday got math focus and today got EL and Physics's focus.sian sian.don't even understand.then just be present cos it was complusory.

thats all folks.byebye.
muacks~~

huishan(:

Sunday, July 20 ♥
♥ ♥ 11:02:00 AM

hello(:
one word to describe this morning-sian.woke up at 7 plus then went to sleep again.slept till 10 woke up and felt giddy~~*sobsob* cabb-ed home at 1 plus slept at4 plus.rot in my bed for hours before i slept.sian.got to go work later ):
yesterday went je then jp.meet friends for arcade then afetr that leave for jp.meet guo qing and don't know why ended up sian sian.he's a ddr freak.hahas.love to see him dance.hahas.especially para para.spend half of my day seeing him dance and also killing my brain cells.~.~ after dance then went to chit-chat.
nothing much.that's all.

bye people(:
muacks.
huishan(:

i did not regret going there but regretted bringing you there.so what does all those attitude mean.you really did not learnt anything.afterall what i've told you only wasted my saliva.if you so don't like it then tell me.actually thought you would be happy then it ended up like that.

Saturday, July 19 ♥
♥ ♥ 12:24:00 PM

hello people(:

know what our cheer is in the finals.sobsob-need to practise and i need to wear indian costume ):
omg.shouldn't we be happy right.but somehow don't feel that way, cos all the 10 of us need to wear different ethnic costume.hope to do well thats all.omg can't imagine that i'm going to wear sari ):monday will be the performance.omg so scared.ahrrggg~~~~~

finally all oral over le.sobsob.i don't think i did well for both oral ):i don't even know what i'm saying for the conversation part.sobsob.


bye people.i'm going out!

huishan(:

Thursday, July 17 ♥
♥ ♥ 5:08:00 PM

omg.prelim is coming real soon le.i'm dying soon.haven been listening to class.opps :X die le la.*sobsob*scare scare neh ):
tmr will be 'N' level mtl oral.also my turn tmr.so scare! omg.hope to do well for it.
people-jia you for your mtl oral starting from tomorrow.jia yous and good luck! (:

yea this few das got not much work.and know what i'm being pulled into the cheer team.)': for our class.we need to do a cheer for racial harmony thing.suck man.so stupid la the movements.all created by my friends.wah.cmi man.OHHHH~~~my friend and i somehow hope that our cheer team won't get to win.cos if we win le need to go up stage and perform to all the GOH with all the costumes.so scary wor~~and i'm going to wear the indian costumes.oh my i don't want okay!

this few day's lesson still relax.except for CH.teacher kept asking me to study.ahrgg~~and i nearly got caught sms-ing people!phew~~lucky nothing happen.hahas.

monday got performance for racial harmony by our school.hahs.media are coming to our school to shoot our performance.hahas.so cool~~

yipee tmr will be fri and then sat.so goood.i can go out and play again le.hahas.sad sad.sunday working but it will be the last day then i will be on leave for a few months to concentrate on studies.hope to do well and get to take the 'O's i must work hard le!!

thats all.i'm gonna stop here.bye people!
loves~~
huishan(:

Monday, July 14 ♥
♥ ♥ 8:30:00 PM

hello people!

saturday:
woke up early in the morning at 730am.went to wild wild wet with sherri.it was kind of boring untill we get into the waetr.wahahas.played so many times of 'slide up'.it was superrrrrrrrr fun lor.as well as other stuff.super fun and i got myself tanned.hahas.went to play from 11 plus till 5 plus then went to tamah jurong to meet jie and friends for K.ton over night at jie house.

sunday:
cab home at 830.super tired.went home to use com the headed for work at 1 plus.super tired and service was in that day.after work went hoem to do homework then sleep!

today:
went to school.after school went home to changed then headed to je to meet maggie xuanjin and yongxiu.ate mac for lunch!went arcade to catch plush toys! i caught a voodoo!! hahas.

thats all.bye peopel(:


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Friday, July 11 ♥
♥ ♥ 3:32:00 PM

hello!
yipee!today is friday lo.hahas.and tmr will be sat and i'm off to play again despite exams(coming soon)!i'm getting lazy day by day.opps.i just want to play.all human beings would rather choose play then work/study yea?superly sian.N level is coming real soon and here i am playing and playing like nobody's business.homework are all waiting and calling for me!ohhhhhh myyyyyy!!!time passes by so quickly that i didn't know what i had done for the pass few days.how sad.hahas.

yesterday went to celebrate huishuang's birthday.happy belated birthday here!she's so cute lo.ahahs.she's smiling the whole day.hahas.i'm always so happy to be with her.hahas.

lesson after lesson and today's was kind of fun except for CH!! so went to je with classmates then hweejie and i headed home while the rest went to CCK!

huishan(:


so many thing happened recently and they really make me feel sad.
hey girl.i just want to tell you that i may look okay to you now but i really still need the time to really really forgive you.cos there are so many things in my heart that i could not easily forgotten.what i have told you yesterday are not all.there are more things that i have kept to myself instead of telling you.you wanted me to forgive you but i need the time to forget first.i have learnt a lot from this.i'm not influence by others like what you said.since you wanted to know right?i've told you but it's not the 'sorry' that could let me forget about the past.it's the change in you.you get what i mean.theres no point me telling you about your attitude and things, so what if you knew.what would you do?and you know that we are angry, so why can't you let us cool down first.instead you kept asking and it really irritates me so much.you said you understand me but before you say so, what do you really understand about me?all you tell people was i was your bestfriend and so? the word 'i think i think' tells me that you don't understand me.you always said you think this you think that, but have you ever asked me about things?i can give you the answer:NO.this is another reason why i'm so annoyed and pissed off.you always do things first before you asked me.you have to know.i'm not as free as you are, i have lessons to attend in the afternoon.it doesn't mean that i can do whatever you're doing.i'm not trying to be a good person here okay!i just want to tell you not all the things you're doing are right and like what i have told you.think before you do.maybe i'll talk about it when i want to okay. i just hope that you'll understand.



qiqi:if theres anything misunderstanding or whatsoever, i would really appreciate if you could tell me personally.i don't want things like that to happen to our freindship again okay.make sure you don't get easily influence by some bithches around again.

Tuesday, July 8 ♥
♥ ♥ 7:37:00 PM

hello people(:
suay! earring kana taken by form teacher!*sob sob* sian half la.wah lao eh.
nothing much happen in school today.
went to JE for lunch with classmates.after that went to meet baobei and qiqi!
seems like long time no see wor.so chatted with them and learnt a lot of things.
bus-ed home.on the way i thought of many things and it makes me wonder!

did i did the right thing???
what should i do next???
why is this happening??
is this my fault???
so what if this continue???
should i tell her all the things???
let her discover it herself???
what should i do???
lots of ??????????

things may not seem as it is.it is for you to discover.there is a reason why people give you certain attitude.and why don't you think over the things you did? i just didn't know what to tell you.are you not mature enough?i don't know.i can truly say that i don't understand you or maybe you don't tell me what you're thinkng about.you said thing like i'm your bestfriend but what you did to me really hurt me.is this your way to treat your bestfriend? but did you know what you said have really hurt me in some way or the other. seriously i don't think you knew about it.or maybe you think what you did is right?a sentence from you can brighten my day and as well spoil my day.sometime i wonder if you think before you talk or you talk before you think.till now i realise, i'm no longer important as you said.i've been replace and the way you treat me is like i'm a spare person to you.you'll leave me when you have friends but when you don't you come to me.i don't belong to you and i don't think i deserve this kind of treatment from you. sometimes i thought if we should just leave each other alone.maybe thats when we'll treasure each other.
i'm pissed of with whatt you did to me.you truly don't understand me and the reason you need me is because you need a friend...thats all.i've been torlerating all this for like so long but you don't seems to understand it.the way you do things tell me so.

Sunday, July 6 ♥
♥ ♥ 10:23:00 AM


*yawn*
hello(:
i'm so damn tired.woke up by a call saying that i've got to work early today ): *sobsob* reached home at 2.05 this morning(: hahas.went to celebrate kaixin jie's birthday.woah super happy wor. hahas(: went swensen for lunch cum dinner cos it was at around 4plus.then back to je to arcade a while.last minute decision to go K with kaixin jie's friends.bus-ed there then went to party world to K (: woah..so long never go K le.hahas.suddenly felt so wierd in there.hahas(: so sang some songs in there before the guys come.hahas. super paiseh wor.hahahs.cos don't know them then paiseh don't feel like singing(: hahhas. sang from 9.30 toaround 1.50am.hahas.after that jie's friend jonathan-don't know if i spell correctly: - drive us home.woah super shuang.hahahs cos he's driving at 120km/h.hahas.super fast wor and a nice car too! hope jie have a wonderful day yesterday!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAIXIN !!!

and now i double sian.thinking of work....OMG i want to sleep lahrrrrr..... *sobsob*

bye people(:

Friday, July 4 ♥
♥ ♥ 4:35:00 PM

hello people(:
today is so terrible.i nearly died!early in the morning my gastric reacted!so i thought it would be better later cos i ate something in the morning.but then about half an hour later, it was even much more painful then before.i was just tolerating it and did nothing about it.during chem class it get worse.i burst out in tears as it was just unbearable.after 1 period of chem was 2 period of PE.we went to sit at the parade square then sudddenly this pain comes again.then everybody was standing up to go for runs.but i just couldn't even stand up, again i burst out in tears.*sobsob* then friends brought me hot MILO.i thought i would feel better later but NO.i was like tolerating it since the morning then we went to reccess.i don't feeel like eating anything cos i just don't have the appetite.so i rested in the canteen and went to class to nap.super pain can.i nearly fainted in class lo, it was like so pain and i don't know why.by then it became stomachache le.i bear the pain for hours and finally went home to sleep.but again it was so painful that i couldn't sleep.i rushed to the toilet every 10mins for that 1 and half hour.super painful.i was like fainting le when the pain comes and i slept for a few hours.and now i'm feeling better(: thx for the concern people.i'm fine now.thx.
bye people.i'm going to find someting to eat le :P
huishan(:

Tuesday, July 1 ♥
♥ ♥ 5:44:00 PM

hello people(:
i'm just so super duper bored to death.i've got nothing to do.OMG.farking sian leh.i want to go out!!
currently so busy with school things.after school got focus.i am only free on saturday lo.sunday still need to work.i want more freedom!!! *sobsob*super sian in school.i just want to give up la.don't feel like listening in class.not even for my favourite subjects.i don't know what wrong with me la.OMG.i'm so duper gone.

i don't want to see myself ended up somewhere i don't like.but i don't have the motivation to study either.something's very wrong about me.but just didn't know what went wrong.AAAAHHHHHHHRRRRRR!!!! i'm gone.

bye...



today when having CH.ms leong fall onto a chair.
she was standing in front of the whiteboard, then suddenly she sat down and she was like fall onto the chair.hahas.with her arms open.hahas.we all laugh at her and couldn't stop ourselves.she thought she sat on the high chair but then she didn't realise and 'relaxingly' sat down and ended up on the normal chair.after that she as like blurr out of a sudden.a few seconds later she quickly stood up and act as nothing happened.she said: where is my high chair ahr.hahas we were like laughing at her and she pretended as nothing happened.whahahs.thats the funniest thing i ever saw from her.

thats all people(:bye.
i've got to do my maths and english work):



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